#randonnée # Sadness and piano Je m'assoies sur mon banc, qui donne sur l'allée impaire de la salle O'Bready. Je m'assoeis pour écouter Alexandra Streliski performer son art. Mais je me sens dérobé de ma joie. Je me sens loin de moi-même, alors que Inscape – le paysage intérieur – jouera. Inscape, le nom du spectacle d'Alexandra. Je me sens seul et déconnecté, et on me demande de plonger en moi. Bien. Je vais le faire. C'est pourquoi je suis ici. # Identify your inscape This unique point inside of you. What do you aim to create? The show was splendid, and mind opening. I cried half the spectacle, thinking that what she makes is beautiful, and that somehow, the fact that everybody here was listening to the same music as I, it made me feel... Less alone. I... I'm afraid of the choices I have to make. And I'm full of contradiction. I want to be great, yet I don't want to work. I want to be known, yet I'm afraid of people. I want to be a mathematician, and an artist. Is this a part of being human?